Jason and Jane - Drowning

Take me down to the aisle I had found
Scarring wounds with dirty lips and tears of salt
Daily bread, yet until my hunger's fed
I won't know until the end I had it all

I'm breathing deep
Burning on the inside since I never knew it'd be

I could lose my mind to find that I had had it all
One more day gone by and still I'm drowning

I'll admit that my mind just wasn't set
Although clarity and time were at my side
We'd talk the fools, couldn't live the rules
With an apathetic world to abide by

I'm breathing deep
Burning on the inside since I never knew it'd be

I could lose my mind to find that I had had it all
One more day gone by and still I'm drowning

Why'd I lose my mind when I was looking for it all
All these days gone by you know I'm drowning

So what ever happened?

Think I transcribed that right.
Song's on heavy rotation in my winamp because I can identify w/ it at the moment.

It's easy to tell when I'm dealing w/ inner chaos.
Just look for the smoke trail.
I'm just surprised I'm at two packs a week right now.

So what do you do when your immediate support group has absolutely no faith or trust in you?
It's like they feel obligated to help me urinate properly.
Usually I just rely on my inner-strength but that's been heavily worn down over the years.
Think I'm at 2 1/2 breakdowns right now at age 23.

For all the new readers and everyone else:
Hey YOU. How's life?
We apologize for the inconvenience.
Your standard insight and humor will return when I'm able to clear my head and figure out what the hell has happened.

The Random Quote:
"I think he wants to kill us to use the insurance to pay off the house." -Parental Unit Male